i gotta make clear something..

when people say,
life still goes on no matter what..
yeah sure it does,
only the ageing part.
My life is stuck,
right at that time.
No doubt about it,
it won't be fine.

what's life without friends,
is that called life?
when one so important,
left your side.
Stand you up just to bring you down,
killing you off without a sound,
i drop dead on the ground.

life is never fair to anyone. i would say that i really really hate myself right now. for feeling what i feel, then, and now, but i guess the one that's really hurt is you. so i'm sorry i've intruded.

hanging on to no hope at all..