according to the teacher, chem results are totally outrageous. thus, all her anger and grievances poured out. she claims that nobody understands her..did she force us to come to sec 5 she asked.

how bout' me? no she didn't force me to apply for sec 5. neither did i WANT to be promoted to sec 5. my father forced me. does anyone understand this then? when your ambition has been taken hostage? it's like saying, 'go up to sec 5 or i'll kill off your dream right here right now.'

HOW THE FUCK WAS I SUPPOSE TO GIVE UP MY DREAM THEN?!

yeah go on, say that it's wasting a year going up to ITE. when you're being forced to come up to sec 5, where the hell do you get the mood to excel? i'll end up wasting one year in sec 5 just to end up in ITE again. THEN, you'll say, it's because i've already had the mindset to go to ITE, that's why i don't want to do well for my Os, so that i can go ITE. and you'll end up holding my dream as a hostage again, saying that i should retain and get the Os cert.

when that happens, goodbye, i'm seriously out of the damn house.

so tell me, nobody understands the pain my teacher is going through. but who the fuck understands mine?