when fate doesn't decree something, and yet you force your harsh will on it, you know what happens. fate will turn against you. things, go wrong. everything, goes wrong.

when it's not meant to be, it's not. i guess that's one lesson i have to learn. trying too much, is bad. doing too much too, is bad.

so i guess, i'll just wait for things to start moving before i do anything. i'm guessing that this'll work for me. i'm gonna try.

but anyway, happy birthday chloe :D have a wonderful 365 days.