ironic..very, ironic..



oh yes hope. i totally forgot that you're even there in the first place. but you know, they mean it when they say,

'that's what you get when you let your heart win'.
how very true, unfortunately.

perhaps i end up being in this situation because 'god' is punishing me? fat hope. it's cause and effect.

nevermind. it's not as simple as it seems. maybe if you find yourselves irritated, it would be best if..sorry to say this but..it would be best if you would stop troubling yourselves over me. it is a waste of time. i already said. it is not as simple as it seems..nobody would ever understand.