i can't believe i'm saying this.


the best way to stop the pain is,


death. foolish, but yes it's the only way. i never really believed in this, i don't know what makes me say it now. everyone has thought of suicide, but how many of them actually dares to suicide? all talk but no action, why even bother. being emo isn't the in thing you know.

i said death is the only way to stop the pain, i never said i wanna die, that's stupid. it's a much better choice to stay in a state that's more painful than a million years of torturing, much worse than death. isn't it?..

it's so much more easier for everyone to live their lives without me in the picture..right?