Been long since i last updated. Real long.

I really really really wanna shout out as loud as i can. Don't really know how much longer i can take this shit that is NS.

It didn't really bother me/affect me at all during the first few days, but now that it's gonna be 2 months since i enlisted, everything is catching up to me. I feel so damn suffocated.

Gotta book-in later at night..putting on the green uniform just disgusts me to no end now. All that you wear during the 5 and a half days in camp is nothing but green and black, it's a kind of mental torture in a way. I hate it.