perhaps i should just stay away.

Lists of what i wanna learn :

• Savate
• Kendo
• Wing Chun
• Japanese
• French
• Italian
• Manga Drawing
• Book Writing
• Electric Guitar
• Piano
• C++
• more and more and more...

What i accomplished during the holidays :

• Caught up with Naruto series
• Finished School rumble series
• Finished Love hina series and Love hina again series

there.

need help.

as an observer,

what would be the most touching thing a boy would do for a girl that would make you cry?

(assuming they're a couple)

sumimasen, but need help..

i feel like writing a story. a love story. literally.

inspirations, i need.

friends..i remember.
they were real good friends though the good times and the bad.

sorry if i missed out anything, i'm trying my best to type while i still remember what i wanna say.

a friend, who i can always talk to. who i always had fun with, talking nonsense. i'm sure it will last long, that friendship of ours. and of course our clique. all the best for our Os.

one, a stranger turned good friend overnight (that's what i consider you as, whether you still read this blog or not.), where we used to talk about the martha steward shows, the ellen shows, the rachel ray shows, and how much we have in common. it's as if i knew you for a long time. but it's all gone now, hope you'll be cheerful as always, and start sleeping earlier..

you, whom i came up with a proposal with. fretting over the proposal as each day pass, and i am still very sorry i didn't manage to execute the proposal with you. nevertheless, you didn't really take it to heart. though all i can say is i'm sorry. do enjoy your poly years. jiayou.

of course, the bunch of red cross people. we've been through alot together. nevermind the weak bonds we have now. we know we had an enjoyable past. it's sufficient for me already. just hope we could keep in touch..but i guess that's hard now. have fun living your own lives now.

a childhood friend i suppose? yeah we've had fun together. i'll treasure those memories alot. because it really mean alot to me. thanks, for being there, always. friends for life, hopefully..

and i'm not forgetting the one who changed my life drastically. i will never ever forget you. thanks, for always being there no matter what. those memories will never ever be erased, as long as i'm alive, that is. and i'm sorry for all that i have done..all that i've ever done..sorry. jiayou, for everything. stay happy always.

i know it sounds as if i'm going to die. hopefully i'll make it though the cursed math hot housing. other than that, i guess i'll update more later.

'some things, will never change.'

i guess the human mind is weak afterall. not as strong as they said it to be. no wait, did they ever say that it is strong? whatever..

finally got that damned jersey after so long. and now i have to find black basketball pants. totally, black ones.

secondary 5, is really the best time to rebel and go against everything you've never gone against before. things like being late despite the number of times have you been late, class politics (hell yeah, it has never been more severe.), wars, wars, wars. warmongers, rebels, backstabbers, spies, heroes, villains, protagonists, antagonists, sounds so much like drama. right, being in secondary 5 is pretty dramatic.

considering how the ruins are gonna get blasted again (why the heck would they destroy ruins? oh right, bombs are free of charge.), the final few months before the Os start, is like an arms race. not only equipping ourselves with knowledge sufficient to jump through that hurdle, we have to fight a fierce battle in mid air too. it's getting more and more interesting by the minute. i can't wait to see the story unfold. (yeah right.)

just when you're about to start complaining about those meaningless talk, i would update you guys about my life. (not that people would wanna know, but hey, what the heck is a blog for..)

here goes..

same.

it's supposed to be a joke. here's the real one.

yeah, really, it's the same. because some things never change.

p.s, wow, it's actually lengthy.

whatever..

ahahas..

feeling super lazy..

yo.

didn't get into the 2nd round, kinda expected, and i don't really wanna go into the 2nd round anyway, the place is really far. ahahas. lucky i suppose?

anyway, i don't really know what to post. i love demented songs.

the

competition

date

is

drawing

near..

somehow i really don't feel like going onto the second round. but heck, i don't think i'll be able to if i wanted to anyway.
less than a week, practice practice and more practice..............

the unbreakable fall in the bottomless pit,
seems so comforting now.

it seems like,
it's hard to move on.

when you're in an area infested with land mines,
it's best that you stay put, aye?

if i were destined to be something, what would i be?

i fail, at everything.
i'm just, nothing at all.