when fate doesn't decree something, and yet you force your harsh will on it, you know what happens. fate will turn against you. things, go wrong. everything, goes wrong.

when it's not meant to be, it's not. i guess that's one lesson i have to learn. trying too much, is bad. doing too much too, is bad.

so i guess, i'll just wait for things to start moving before i do anything. i'm guessing that this'll work for me. i'm gonna try.

but anyway, happy birthday chloe :D have a wonderful 365 days.

there can be no love, when there is no pain.
there can be no pain, when there is no feeling.
there can be no feeling, when there is no life.

random, lol.

an overpowering feeling came over me just seconds before i decided to post..it's familiar. i've felt it before. maybe i'll just describe it as..a strong disturbance in the force..LOL, sorry that's the closest. -.-

don't know what's coming over me. haha, perhaps i'm being influenced too much by Iron Man by Black Sabbath. totally don't feel like going to school tomorrow..lol.

school sucks, because it has lousy computers. internet was down today, the lab sheets we do are crap. it doesn't work at all, whatever we're supposed to do. even the teacher took almost the entire lesson to figure out how to complete the lab sheet.

time for me to hide..

people are flipping the pages while i'm stuck on strumming the guitar..



the above is just a random sentence really. unless of course you wanna go on and think too far and perhaps associate it with me not moving on in life..



been long since i updated isn't it? school's been good while basketball training was, erm, bad for me i guess..but well it's all in the past (Y)

OH YEAH i just realized that my school is right beside fairfield methodist! isn't it kinda slow that i realized it only now -.- i wonder how clone is doing..been ages since i talked to her..CLONE! i wish you all the best for your Os! (doesn't matter whether you've seen this or not, i'll still wish you all the best..haha :D)

*warning* rant ahead *warning*

anyway, it's a bit ironic i guess, but i really hate educated adults. they're so..i don't know what to say about them. haha. it's been long since i felt like a canned sardine, and i wasn't exactly happy about it either. crazy office lady in her 40s or 50s i guess, squeezed right into the already crowded train. of course she managed to get in, because all the other commuters were literally being pushed. THE TRAIN WAS SO DAMN PACKED, AND SHE STILL CAME IN AND SAY, (if i recall correctly) "Every morning it's like this. (i guess it meant the train being so damn crowded. it's freaking 7.35 AM! *PEAK HOUR*) There are still so much space left..*i forgot this part*..so inconsrete." before you pick out this typo, there is no typos (LOL), she actually said "inconsrete". i'm sure you guys know how crowded the train can be. she dare say that it's not that there's no space, it's just that we don't want to move. seriously, i felt like arguing with her..but i can't cause i'm in ITE uniform. stereotyping is common in singapore.

so please please pleaseeeee, don't ever be like her once you guys grow up. LOL

*end of rant*

so yeah, after someone told me to update my blog with a longer post, and since i also have the same idea, might as well just get on with it. writing this post is NOT easy..i realized how much my standard of english has dropped..i realized that i've not made attempts at writing poetry anymore. LOL. so i guess i'll just stop here for today. i'm guessing this post is not well done at all. sorry for serving a rare post. LOL

will be working hard for this one year to get my certification..my course ain't bad at all. (Y)

it's way better to not talk.