i feel so fail.

i hate this world, cause it rains practically everyday. how the hell am i supposed to go out like this..

i hate dreams, for they are the opposite of reality. 'oh shit' never fails to appear in my head after a good dream i had everytime. funny thing is, i've never had a nightmare for quite some time.

i hate the year 2009, but luckily for me, it is ending very soon. it's been a year of madness, totally shit. goodbye 2009 in a few days time, i won't miss you, or maybe i will..

i guess that's all i wanna say. a riddle for anyone who reads this:

Q.How can a heart that has died love again?
A.No, it can't. duh. lol.

that, was, such, a, f***ed, up, dream.

i feel like some no life geeky nerd staring at the computer the entire day without doing anything worth while and all..my 'book' that i TRIED to write, i find it a little weird looking back at the twisted storyline i thought of, i can almost confirm i'm psychopathic. wow. i created an abomination, cool. (to think i'm actually really planning to send it as a draft to some publishing company. i guess they'll put me behind bars for writing things like those.) but well, until i get a laptop, i guess i won't be doing any writing for now..


anyway guys, do check out the game Dragon Age Origins, it's really worth buying. it's a game very similar to WOW, KOTOR2, and LOTR combined.and the greatest thing is all 3 of em' are EPIC. which makes this game 3x as EPIC! it's definitely worth the money *thumbs up*

SEA games on ch5 now, they really have an awful audio system. fail.

and, 1999 they said it as 'nati-nati-naine', or maybe it's just the audio that sucked so bad.


so many things coming up, well actually only 2, another is unconfirmed. everyone's so busy working..i'm one of the only few rotting at home LOL.

rotting very much at home these days. no one is free..so no basketball..........

but well what can i do, just rot more, ahahas..

oh yeah yeah, shit happens. my hands are tied, can't do nothing about it..LOL
what am i saying..i'm so bored out of my mind that i'm typing random stuffs.