It is good to have good dreams, i was having real good dreams for the past few days, BUT, before good things actually happen, i woke up..i seriously hate this.

Anyway i really wonder, let's say that 2012 really happens. Will you want be with your family, or your other half?

I really don't know how to type out whatever that is on my mind, all i tried, sounds too weird, or something. I guess after that discussion just now, i don't know, really. I don't want everything to end all over again..oh well, now you know -.-

Also, i feel like i might die anytime, like seriously..had a really bad headache yesterday night, the kind where you literally feel like banging your head on the wall, but of course i didn't..i was sweating like there's no tomorrow in an aircon room with the fan turned on..my blanket was literally warm when i felt it. Spontaneous human combustion much? haha! Oh and my eyes, hopefully it's due to overstrain or something, cause it really hurts when i look diagonally up. I'm going blind! Hope not. I also have a big ulcer that's at least, 1cm wide? Around there..and i have my flute exams coming in about a week! And it's on the same day as my ITE's final exam! Right after the YOG hols!

Maybe i should prepare to go NS or something already....

I am totally entranced by Dante Sonata recently. I think it'll be my only motivation to start learning piano, even though i already planned on learning..but i need a piano!

So, i don't really care whether its national day or not, really. I only care for the fact that IT'S A PUBLIC HOLIDAY. Which means that there's no school. Which means that i can sleep like, 5+ 6+ in the morning, and wake up at 4+++++++ in the evening, and that is cool.

I'm still waiting for my guitar, that's for sure. I just realized it's barely been 2 months? The guy said that it'll take 3-6 months? You get the idea.......i'm totally drained from waiting. Especially when i'm gonna get a new Amp and depending on the Amp i get, i might need some Overdrive and Distortion pedals, of course i'm planning to get a Wah pedal and a locking strap when i go collect the guitar..so yeah, i'm waiting for so many things -.-

EDIT: i realized its not safe to post about whatever that was here before. Singapore is not a country for these stuffs, be it legal or illegal, so i'm just gonna delete all of it.

finally i'm willing to update. been lazy for too long.

i really need to go jogging soon..haven't been playing basketball since....eons ago! and i need to train for napfa also... -.-

i'm not really practicing for my grade 8 exam too -.- and my practical assessment 3 for networking is also coming in about 2-3 days? and i'm still pretty much blur about everything..maybe i'm not cut out for computer stuff at all :P but still, it's an interesting topic, but that kinda 'interesting' is different from music. music is something i can never do without :D (but it doesn't change the fact that i'm lazy anyway :P)

i'm still waiting for my guitar. it's taking LOOOOOONNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGG to reach..hope the ship or plane or whatever that's carrying it don't get bombed or something -.- if terrorists attacked the thing it was in, i'll definitely sign on for NS. lol.

headache now, so i guess i'm off to sleep. nights guys, sweetest dreams to You.