how i wished i agreed to quitting school at that time.

i still have a longing for your memory..

oh yeah, recently i got onto a bus with a murderer(lol?). he, well, didn't turn on the damned air con. it was SUPER STUFFY inside. everyone(most of them i guess), was sweating. i felt the lack of oxygen.

lol.

i can't play basketball well already. something's wrong with my left ankle. i can't move my leg how i want it most of the time. this sucks..

i started running into the night,
to find the truth in me.

Add me @ GracelessKurenai@hotmail.com..

anyway, the week is almost over. i couldn't get myself to study. so my plan for now..

1 week 1 subject. i only have 4 subjects left so that should be ok i guess..

'well my life's pretty much messed up right now..' <-- no way i'm gonna use this..it's too standard. i'll use this instead:

life sucks.

Allow me to explain GracelessKurenai..

Grace
1. elegance or beauty of form, manner, motion, or action.
2. a pleasing or attractive quality or endowment.

therefore Graceless =
1. WITHOUT elegance or beauty of form, manner, motion, or action.
2. WITHOUT a pleasing or attractive quality or endowment.

Kurenai
Crimson or Deep red in japanese.
I'm referencing this to the color of blood.

it make sense right? blood isn't elegant nor pleasing. therefore GracelessKurenai. UngracefulKurenai just sounds wrong.

Alright, since the holidays, wait no..the extra lessons week has ended, time to start studying..

i'm falling deeper.

chapter one, still half done..inspiration lost.

this sucks.

Chapter 1, half done. Plenty more to go.

INSPIRATION, hopefully not a short lived one..