just that heartless..

had a bicycle race with an uncle, impromptu race, and won..

i hate my life..

i'm gonna say it again, 2009 sucks. big time.

unfortunately we all cannot go back in time, or fast forward time. we've got to go with the flow and LIVE WITH IT.

a good start to build a considerable distance between your competitors.
bad starts drags you down a bottomless pit.

Try having seeing the aftermath of a minor car crash between an army truck and a civilian car on like, the first day of school.

Try having seeing a DEAD CAT, obviously run over by a car, with bloodstains all over, just like what happens after an accident in movies, on a FINE school day morning.

Try having NOT ENOUGH LIGHTS and INCONSIDERATE SINGAPOREANS, burning incense paper ANYWHERE THEY LIKE, and you cycle through THOSE ASHES.

Try having your whole life being changed slowly, day by day..

Try being so damn unlucky to have GONE FOR A USELESS MOTIVATIONAL WORKSHOP, and JEAPODIZE MY MATHS AEP, WHICH WE HAD A TEST YESTERDAY ON MATRIX, A SUPPOSINGLY EASY CHAPTER, AND JUST BECAUSE OF GOING FOR THAT WORKSHOP AND NOT ATTENDING AEP, TRY HAVING MISS OUT SO MANY THINGS THAT IS ENOUGH FOR YOUR TO FLUNK THE TEST BADLY.

Try having your saturdays ruined by a competition, what's more, VALENTINE'S DAY.

Try having your music theory exam falling on OCTOBER, which is the period of O LEVELS WRITTEN PAPERS.

Try believing that the last important position you have will end in sec 4, just to be of the same position again in sec 5, in a different place.



of course, there are at least good things that come about 09, i thought it to be unbelieveable that my poems would actually be good in the eyes of others. i always thought that they were below standard, WAY below standard (i still think so), until i saw all the positive comments made.


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time never flies pass us, it's just that we're too busy with our hectic life that we FORGOT to pay attention to it slowly crawling pass us. we should all slow down and RETHINK OUR LIVES.

what's my ambition? what is my goal? what is my target? many have yet to find an answer to all these questions. one advice, PLAN EARLY, and you will never fail to start early, and end early. Try rather than think, do rather than try. action never fails to work even though a picture paints a thousand words..

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P.S, class forum is up and running, click here to access the forum, of course, sign up.

i'm feeling so fucking useless and helpless now..WHAT CAN I DO!? NOTHING!

bad year, bad year..

someone please drag me out of this neverending nightmare, every bad thing just seem to hurl itself towards me, all at one go. i'm screwed.

I HATE 2009..

terrified, not afraid.

for someone to concentrate, we should send him or her to a Concentration camp. :)

i knew it, 2009 would be a disappointing year..

i got back my english diagnostic test results, 16/30. it's shit. totally..ain't really attracting alot of sec 1s during today's open house, we've only got like, 10+ who signed up?..sigh..

watched Ip Man today, seriously, NICE..

it's about the life story..well, kinda..of bruce lee's teacher. Wing Chun is super cool..ahahas, the overall score i give for the movie is, 10/10! it seriously deserves the full stars..it's quite funny at some parts, and kinda sad near the ending..IT'S A MUST WATCH..

UNDERWORLD : RISE OF LYCANS IS COMING OUT SOON!..

THERE'S SERIOUSLY SO MANY MOVIES LOOKS REAL NICE THAT'S COMING OUT..i hope i can catch ALL of them..seriously..Red Cliff 2, the upcoming Jack Neo movie, Underworld, Yes man, and of course many more..this is only a little of it..ahahas..

i seriously need a new bicycle..though my bike has only been with me for a few months, it's spoiling. 80+ dollars, what to expect? ahahas, i'm gonna buy a better one, with full suspensions. SOMEONE HELP ME LOOK OUT FOR IT, MY BUDGET IS AROUND $250..thanks in advanced..

Matrix is fun, not the show obviously (even though it's nice too), MATHS. perhaps it's gonna be not-so-fun very soon.. ahahas..
Mole concept is fun too! though my standard form is seriously weak, i still love mole calculations..i love chemistry!

i can't get through..

sigh, training again for tomorrow..this friday's sec 1 open house..perfoming fancy drill, i seriously think..oh nevermind..

sigh..

就算回到从前我也不会改变决定..

watched Wild Wild Rose <野玫瑰之恋> today, gosh it was fantastic..it's a must watch, but hurry, it's only till 4th jan..it's super sad, the ending..their songs are really nice too, well, they're all old chinese songs..really nice..10/10 stars for me :)

and oh well, it's the new year..new year, new beginning..but for me, some things will never change..not that it's bad or anything but, oh well..

sigh.