so uncivilized..

i feel like watching 野玫瑰之恋..

i hate it when the bugs drop onto the pool's water..i didn't swim enough today..

That last star

When all hope seemed lost,
all dark and gloomy,
where would you find,
that last star to wish upon?

When all is dark and dreary,
the lost hopes of the many,
be shattered into million pieces,
carrying their tunes ever so sadly.

The light be vanquished,
consumed by the dark,
fear, pain, and agony,
in the darkest of the wind.

The last star shining,
where would we find it?
Amidst the darkness,
it could not be seen.
Elusive it is,
no matter how bright it is,
in this abyss we're in so deep,
that Star, we can never see.

SENSITIVE TOPIC
wanna ask so much, DO NOT highlight. read, and only read. nothing more.

it's really that difficult for guys to give in huh?

wanna make a relationship successful, both parties have to have trust in each other, yes true, and not only that, both need to give each other FREEDOM. saying cannot do this, cannot do that, cannot play this, cannot play that, cannot go here, cannot go there..you ain't god, there is none, and you're not the ultimate manipulator of everything.

girls usually give in, what about the guys? so difficult to give in? gotta complain so much about everything? give in will die? give in the world will end? give in the earth will stop turning? give in the sun will start revolving around earth instead? ANY PROBLEMS? need face?

i can't stand people who tries to dominate in a relationship. girls have human rights too.

wanna know who the hell you are? GO REFLECT. look into the mirror, and reflect, rethink your life and relationship.

going swimming in the evening later!

exam went fairly well, my marks was about, 70? that's only a pass, disappointing..

i've got so many things upcoming, i gotta practice for grade 7, been thrown to me, 2 songs, which i have to try to learn as much as i can, there is no youtube video so i cannot hear what the songs are like..i hope i get it right.

Sonata No.6, La Bouget (Michel Blavet)
a very nice piece of song..really, the overall tune is nice, i'm glad i chose this.

Over The Limit
i chose hell, seriously, this song is in 5/8, and the speed is well, 200..quaver..i don't know why i choose this but, hope it's really nice when it's fast! pretty simple piece, just that it's fast, and the key changes are..oh well...



Red cross bbq, scheduled for the end of this year, a small gathering..hope everyone can come..it's as early as we can inform you guys, 1 month earlier, enough? for more information, please visit http://unityredcrossalumni.blogspot.com .

i'm going swimming in the evening and i'm still awake..seems like doing guard duty in NS, gotta get used to it..right?
i guess i'm gonna sleep now..if not i'll fall asleep in the swimming pool later..

the sky..

the dark sky slowly, changes into light blue..how very nice..

slowly, but surely.....................
i'll die of hunger if i don't eat..

isn't it amazing, the what wonderful things nature can actually do..

Sunrise, Sunsets, Northern lights, Shooting stars..

mother nature never ceases to amaze..

even if i'm unable to see the actual sunrise, which i hope i will see SOON, the color change in the sky is enough..

Race to win

Race to win

I always race to win,
keep running to the end
I gotta move and stay one step ahead,
sit back and watch me go
the only way I know'
cause nothing's going to slow me down!

I'm running really fast
Sit down and watch me pass
I'll do my best to ahead of you!
Oh would you catch me?
You'll never pass me!
Because I think I know a trick or two,
not gonna to look back 'cause I don't want to see,
not gonna worry who is gaining on me!
Race to win! Race to Win! Race to win!

The race is getting rough,
well I just won't give up,
the competition's getting pretty tough.
Not gonna happen,'cause I'm not stoppin'
No way, no how. I know the end's in sight.
I always race to win!
Keep running to the end,
i gotta move and stay one step ahead,
sit back and watch me go
the only way I know
because you know I always race,
always race to win!

some things in life, are just meant to be..
whether or not we like it..
it's just so simple to see,
yet it still eludes me.

i've thought alot about alot of things. and i guess it should be enough..

such things, are meant to be, like, seriously..i can't do anything much to change it, cause if it's meant to be, no matter what i do, it will still be what it is..confusing? i don't know, but i hope i've kinda sorted things out. time for a long, long, long rest..

mentally dead.
sorry, everyone..

sticking to my promise, ain't gonna sleep..i need to rethink my life..

when all hopes seemed lost..

where do you find the last star to wish upon?

thinking back, all those memories are worthless junk, well, most of them, and it's bad enough.

the reason why i made another blog, other than my private blog, is because i want to let everybody know what am i thinking. i don't want people blaming me for keeping my blog private.

do you know how i feel now?

lost.
frustrated.
confused.
tired.
lifeless.
alone.

i don't mind. if this is what my life is supposed to be, then i accept. this holiday, is a bad time for me. i must've done something wrong somewhere. everything ain't going well. the basketball team, cca, music..everything..i just wish i can be free from all these, but i can't..this is my life. well, welcome to my life! you've just landed yourself in some hell.

some people, i wonder why i've met them. why i'm friends with them. and most of the times, i wonder, why didn't i look through them earlier. i don't wish to say anymore.