269th post. lol.

So yeah, life's been pretty..normal. My normal = less eventful than an average person's life. Guitar, anime, guitar, anime, guitar, anime x 100000000000000000000000000000000.

I don't know what to say. I've too many things on my mind and none of them, i can spill out. Absolutely nothing. lol. Secrets will always remain a secret. I can't tell anyone and i'm sorry about that. Ignorance is bliss really..

I just finished bathing, i'm kinda tired but i'm waiting for my hair to dry. In the meantime i'm eating tuna subway (Y).

Anyways being kinda inactive is quite tiring sometimes. If someone were to switch bodies with me for a day, their soul or spirit or whatever, will wail like there's no tomorrow. Or you might wanna say wail till kingdom come whatever. But i don't know maybe if i switched bodies with a girl while she's having her period maybe i'll wail harder or something. If only there's a function to temporarily switch bodies, it'll be so easy for people to really understand each other. But then again if there's such technology it's gonna cost some 20 bill gate's 20 lifetime's earnings for a single switch, totally not worth it. I think the only time where such an amount will appear in someone's bank will be when there's a glitch or when there's a baby smashing the keyboard while some dude hacked into the bank account to edit the balance. Then your account balance will be like:

Account Balance: $h1038210=i23vu8hi21l[92r3q2r3u2

lol.

Well since there's so much i can't say, i'll just end it here for now. Maybe awhile later i will be able to tell the world my secrets, who knows. Or maybe it'll just die with me or something.

Yo.

You know how i feel now, like a drug addict. Yeah. Drug addict.

I feel so lifeless, tired, sleepy, whatever you call it, while coughing every once in a while, and totally absorbed into practicing guitar. Me going out to take a pack of milk tea can easily be a scene for some movie about drug addicts or something like that. lol.

WELL, anyways. Been practicing HARD for 1/3 Junjou na Kanjou! It's a new song added for this sat's jamming. It's one of the ending theme for Samurai X, or Rurouni Kenshin. Although suprisingly, i have not yet listened to the actual version. All i've been practicing to is the so called 'midi' version. Gotta take a listen to the real thing soon, after i finish learning everything. :P Oh and this song is damn irritating. The guitar parts, have extremely weird, or maybe you can call it unorthodox (not sure about the spelling) timing and rhythm. Like really really weird. So weird that it sounds weird, and not so nice. Maybe it'll sound better when all the parts are played i won't know. Not yet at least. Oh and the guitar parts are damn annoying also. The solo's so-so. Average at best.

Haha and as for Sailor Moon, i've reduced the no. of episodes i watch each day. Partly because the video keeps going out of sync, and i can't take videos that are out of sync. Dai kirai desu. The new animes of 2011 is really cool too! I'm not sure if i've talked about it, i don't wanna check my posts. Rio Rainbow gate is good, alot of fan service. Onii chan no Koto (shortened form) is really good too, weird censorship fanservice. It's about a girl who likes to tease her brother, but she found out that they're not blood related blah blah blah. Kore wa Zombie desu ka? is nice too, it's a cool storyline. Then there's Dragon Crisis! which is not so bad, it's kinda outright harem, but it's kinda cool. Then there's Freezing, which, i think is really good. Kinda complicated to explain, go watch it. But if you're against seeing erm, uncensored boobs, stay away. Infinite Stratos, or IS, is an obvious harem style anime. A guy enrolling into an all girls school to learn how to operate IS, which is like a machine that only girls can operate. Complicated to explain, go watch it. Beelzebub is one of the non-fanservice anime out for now (althought Hildegarde is really really pretty. SHE HAS HER FRINGE COVERING HER EYEEEEEEE!) It's about a baby who is a demon lord, and please go watch it. I'm kinda lazy to explain. Then there's Mahou Shoujo Madoka, which is pretty decent, nothing else for me to say. There's also Level E, which is a non fanservice anime too. About aliens on earth, one of the funnier animes. Gosick is really really nice. One of my favorites. About a detective which is a cute lil' girl. lol. Yumekui Merry is about a girl name Merry Nightmare, who is from the dream world, and is stuck in reality. She's trying to go back to the dream world and blah blah blah. A pretty decent one. There's also Hourou Musukou. This one's really good. It's about a guy who wants to be a girl. Erm, some gender issues or something. Worth a watch. And i think lastly we have Fractale. Pretty decent, nothing much to say though. Alrighty i guess that's all for animes up till now.

OH and please, if you guys don't mind nudity and a bit of gore (just a little), GO WATCH MNEMOSYNE (I think there's another name for it, it can also be known as Rin -Daughters of Mnemosyne-). It's 45 min per episodes, and there's 6. It's about people who are immortal. Just watch it. Highly reccommended. Oh the OP is one of the best i've heard too. It's called Alsatia (or Cause Disarray) by Galneryus. It's really good.

CNY is coming, my to-buy-list for this month is going to fail soon. Real soon, but whatever. Bye for now.

:P

It's high time i updated.

Alright first thing's first. I was reminded of the 'Concrete-encased high school girl murder' case, or the murder of Junko Furuta, by a song called Taion by the GazettE. Ok based on this, i really would suggest not reading as it will probably spoil your mood.

It's not that i'll get affected by these kinda things, but i'm really troubled by the fact that guys can be total f-tards when it comes to their own pleasure. A one man rape is actually bad enough, but 4 guys were in it together, over 44 days. The worst part? She was their plaything for 44 days, and she was 16. I really mean it when i said 'plaything'. The 4 guys did not treat her as a human being at all, she was brutally tortured (As in, being beat with metal rods and golf clubs, inserting light bulbs and stuff into her vagina, making her eat cockroachs, drink her own urine, setting off fireworks in her anus, forced her to masturbate, cut her nipples with pliers, dropped dumbbells onto her stomach and burning her with lighters and cigarattes, and who knows what kinda shit that was not reported), and there was even once where she took an hour just to crawl to the bathroom. Then one fine day one of the assholes lost in a mahjong game, and used that as an excuse to beat her up and pour lighter fluids on her to set her on fire. She didn't die because of that, but died of shock later. They hid her corpse in a 55 gallon drum filled with cement. (There is no vulgarity in this world that i could use against 4 guys raping and torturing a girl.) It was also reported that 'possibly a hundred different people' knew about her being imprisoned at the house. F.

They were obviously arrested, but if you're thinking that it's only natural that they get the death sentence, wrong. They were imprisoned, not a lifetime, the longest sentence was 20 years. They are already out of prison since at least 5 years ago. Just because they plead guilty they were spared of the death sentence. How in the name of f is that even possible.

If i were rich, i'll put bounty on their heads. I'm serious. I don't mind gore and torture and stuff, in fact i can tell you that i like gory stuff. But hey, no matter what sort of unholy stuff i can think up for a person to torture another, i would never ever have 4 guys doing shit to just 1 girl. What i'm really disturbed about is how unfair it is for her, being overpowered by 4 guys, and her parents too, for not asking for help just because they were afraid of one of the guys, who was at that time a low level Yakuza. I know that fearing for your life is an overpowering feeling, but wouldn't any parent give up their lives to save their children?

She would probably be the only person who i would really respect even after death. Even though i don't know her at all, but i'm really affected that she died under the hands of 4 assholes who don't even treat her as a human being after 44 days which would really feel like 44 lifetimes to her.

I'm not doing this post to gain attention to my blog or whatsoever. Like i said i really respect her alot, i just wanted everyone who read to know that there exists 4 assholes who abused their strength and manpower over a 16 year old high school girl, which i find is extremely cowardly and way too abusive of their natural strength.

Junko Furuta, rest in peace. Even though it could be really long since your death, i hope that my well wishes for your afterlife or for your reincarnation will reach you, no matter where you are. I hope that you'll be able to live happily ever after. I really do.



P.S, This is coming from a person who enjoys gore and in a sense, has a really really twisted mind with a really distasteful sense of humor.

Now i have to deal with learning and playing the song, Taion, properly. All the positive energy in the world, please come to me.

I should probably make a 'To-Buy-List' for this month..right before CNY starts. Gotta get stuff now before CNY to make sure my CNY $ is used to buy proper stuff.

I should probably get:

-Dunlop guitar picks, lots and lots of them. Ok maybe 10. About $8 total since one costs $0.80.

-A new earring. Don't like sticking to ear sticks (lol) and the earring that they used to poke me ear. Maybe i'll get something engraved on the new one. I don't know how much this cost, someone enlighten me.

-3 Sets of D'Addario gauge 10 strings..to make sure i don't have to keep going out to buy when i need them changed. Approx $9 each set, so about $18.

-One more strap locking system and a strap, costs about $30 + $8. $38 for these.

Yeah that's basically it. I don't wanna spend too much cause i got no $ left..I hath decided that CNY money, no matter how much i get, will be used to buy the classical guitar. I probably need one more guitar stand and my room's almost out of space.

I think Casanova is showing on Ch5 now, wanted to buy the vcd, but i ultimately forgot. I don't really feel like watching now though.

I started this, +1bpm thingy 3 days ago, starting from 125 bpm, to make sure i play the guitar clean. Speaking of which i just changed the strings and i really hate the process, and my hand sweats easily so my fingers keep losing grip on the GBE strings. Don't like.

Ok i'm just talking nonsense. -.-

Hello to all aliens, time travellers, espers, and humans..happy belated new year :D

So i just woke up and i'm listening to some Bach. I can't get back to sleep anyways so i guess i'll just stay up till my music lesson..i don't even recall myself falling asleep -.-

Yosh, on to business...ok there's no business..

Life has been just, Sailor moon and guitar and me. Those who're reading, should really really watch Sailor moon again! It doesn't matter whether the animation quality is good or bad, what really matters is that it'll definitely bring a smile to you, and especially if you liked Sailor moon when you were a kiddo :D I've only reccommended K-ON!(!), The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, and Sailor moon to people who actually read my blog, so you should know that if i reccommended it, it's definitely worth your time..HAHA (That long list of anime is gonna get wayyyyy longer once i've finished the entire Sailor moon series! 2 more seasons to go :P)

Guitar wise, i'm not very satisfied. Firstly swee lee (Their company don't deserve to get that capital letter S and L from me) sold me a piece of junk..ok actually it was not all that bad. They didn't even specify, as in double confirm with us that we're getting the display model. The pickup wirings had some problem. I didn't even need to open that thing up to know..not that i'm a pro at these stuff but it's pretty much common knowledge..and there's fret buzzing. Worst part: they told me they don't fix fret buzz cause it's classed under guitar modification. What in the name of flying pancakes (?) is that..i mean seriously couldn't have they like offer to exchange the damned guitar. Service 1/10, for the fact that they bothered with the pickup wiring..I swear not to ever buy a guitar from swee lee ever again.

So i had to spend another $80 to get that fret buzzing fixed at Guitar Workshop Singapore. Can't say that i'm not happy that the guitar will finally be fixed by (hopefully) this week. I'm only unhappy about that $80..i could've saved some more to get a $200+ classical guitar (To play flamenco. No, to learn how to play flamenco.) And i'm finally gonna get a strap lock..which costs $30 but it's well worth it.

Sorry for the long rant about guitars, i just couldn't really bring myself to not rant about swee lee -.-

(This isn't related to the post, but i feel like i'm some accomplished book writer, listening to classical music with tea by my side and typing away on the keyboard first thing in the morning.)

Let's see, what's next..ok this could've been a little abrupt considering that this would well be like halfway through the post. I'm really glad we had that conversation..i don't know but it feels like there's almost nothing that we couldn't talk about. I don't know but that's just what i felt. I may be wrong about it but..i don't know. Heh.
Everything happens for a reason. Though i really kinda regret what i did the first time i met you, but since that's all in the past, i shan't comment on it anymore. Let the flying crows bring the unhappiness away. HAHA.
I don't really know what to say actually. It could be a bit over the top and since i've said most of it when we had our conversation, i shan't post it here. As long as you know what i'm trying to bring across, it's all good :)
Ok i forgot what i wanted to type..OH yes, to the person concerned, tell me when you're getting married. HAHA. I'll probably feel left out cause i don't know any of your friends, just gimme a chair and i'll sit at the corner. LOL, but that's all some 500 years later, so i guess i'll wait till 499 years later before talking about it. HAHA
Oh and talking about secondary school life was nice too. I thought i'll only have the chance to reminisce about it when i'm 600 years old, but i guess i'm already that old to enjoy thinking about it so much. It's a good feeling. Never want to forget but i probably will in 681 years time.

P.S, no japanese girlfriend for me. Don't want don't like. HAHA

Haha, next topic!

Ok this is really just my for my own typing pleasure, so it's really not worth reading..

There's just so many things i want to buy right now. A classical guitar (cheap ones of course), Digitech Whammy Pedal which probably costs about $700 (-.-), more guitar straps and one more set of Strap locks, some 3 sets of guitar strings, 3 gauge 10 and 3 gauge 12, alot more Dunlop sharp picks, a distortion pedal which would probably cost about $300, more mangas (but not until after i've read finish an entire pile that i have not read), the ENTIRE Sailor moon DVD set, The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya and K-ON!(!) DVD set too (and the movies), if possible an apple lappy/desktop for editing, an amp head, a decent microphone for recording, a decent camera so that i don't feel inferior when i want to take pictures, more Bach CDs, sleeping aids (definitely need them sleeping aids!), an electronic drumset along with headphones so that i don't disturb my neighbour with an acoustic drumset (:P), and a whole lot more things that would be weird to mention, mostly anime figurines and cushions and pillows and posters and wallpapers and cups and clocks and keychains and soft toys and clothes and hoodies and *mind explodes*. I want the X japan score sheets with tabs, versailles score sheets with tabs, Hizaki's signature guitar, hide's signature guitar, installing a killswitch on my guitar, buying a scalloped guitar neck, buying parts to build my own guitar, Herman Li's signature model, the red Ibanez S5470F, Gibson SG standard series, Fender Jazz and Precision bass, and i really don't wanna list out everything. It's probably too much..but this list is for my entire life. HAHA (MORE to be added)

Ok i think i'm going way out of topic. Don't you guys hate cooking shows? Never fails to make you hungry, especially if it's in the middle of the night. It's like, they do some fried chicken or some grilled salmon and you suddenly have a craving for that, but you can't order Mac or get it at that point of time. Cooking shows in the middle of the night are evil. Especially the Rachael Ray show at 5 in the morning it's like *jaw drop*. Ok i'm only talking about this cause there's a cooking show about a guy visiting random grandmothers and learning how to cook their dishes. I slept before 5 yesterday so i didn't watch the Rachael Ray show..i don't even know if there is!

CNY is approaching, money's gonna come in and depending on the amount, i already planned what to spend it on.

< $100: Mangas, guitar strings and picks, and save up the rest.
$100-$200: Mangas, guitar strings and picks, a set of strap locks, straps, save up the rest.
$200-$300: A NEW CLASSICAL GUITAR!
>$300: HEH, impossible.

I'm not sure if you guys know but i only read mangas which have only one book. So don't ask me if i read naruto or bleach or one piece. I pick only Shojo comics, and nothing about fighting..more about romance and love. OH and i really wanna write a book/draw a manga! Of course, all my works, i've never completed. I can't get motivated enough to continue after writing only 2 pages on microsoft word! Namely, the starting and the ending of the entire story. I'm quite shocked at the ending myself. It's probably not meant for human eyes, and the entire story is just sick and twisted. More of a gore fest and needlessly well described rape scene (i know what you're all thinking, and i'm truly sorry) than a love that went overboard. Maybe i should start on an entirely new book..not to mention my english has been on the decline since 700 years ago..but i guess it'll all work out.....right?

OK i think i shall end this here. More topics, but i'll leave those for the next few posts :D